Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Common Temptations











11/13

Day 1 of my new weight challenge has gone pretty well. I set the alarm for 7:00 (early for me) so I could exercise & I faced my first test: just getting out of the warm, cozy bed. My youngest daughter had a weird coughing spell that kept me up a lot of the night, so I was tired. But, I'm always tired, so I couldn't use that excuse. Then, I couldn't work the silly remote control to get the DVD player working (I'm a technology flunkie). The last remote was simple, but the dog ate it...this one is hard. My husband was stuck in traffic for 2 hours on the way to work, so I couldn't call him for help. I eventually figured out how to get the sound of the DVD working, but not the picture. This was actually fine, because I used Leslie Sansone's Walk Away the Pounds, which I've done before. The steps are really simple...4 or 5 moves---walking in place, knee lifts, side-steps & she uses the stretchy band which is actually kind of fun.




I ate pretty well....no pigging out & no eating when I wasn't hungry. AND, I resisted an ice cream sundae at my home school co-op's ice cream social. I have to admit that was tough. Ice cream is one of my favorite foods, especially all the toppings. I know everything's good in moderation, but I didn't want to start my first day on the wrong foot. I even helped serve, which was particularly hard, but I did it!! I have to try to make a big deal out of the little successes. I had to pray before hand & during & this verse came to mind: (1 Corinthians 10:13) "No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted , he can also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it." Here's the bad part, though....I was totally feeling sorry for myself. Seeing just about every person indulging & not partaking. BUT!! I know if I can regain control over my habits, I will be able to indulge a bit now & then...I just have to start strong. I'm already looking ahead to Thanksgiving & what my game plan should be?? I actually have 2 back to back, which is a blessing, but also difficult. I'm baking all the pies for the first one, too. Oh, well....I still have time to decide. Something else I thought of today as I was at the ice cream social---why do I feel the need to tell everyone I'm not eating ice cream? Do I really think people care that much? Do I just try to draw attention to myself? In any case, I think it made the temptation harder because I kept thinking about it. Next time, I'll try to just enjoy the company & think positive thoughts.




Till tomorrow, Dianna

Monday, November 12, 2007

welcome to my blog




Hello people!

This is my first ever blog & I never thought I'd write one, but it won't be the first time I do something I never thought I'd do. My name is Dianna & I live with my wonderful husband of 10 years and 2 beautiful daughters. I am writing this blog in an effort to start the committment to lose weight. I have battled with the bulge on and off most of my adult life, although for the past 4 years or so it's been mostly off. While the weight itself is an issue for me, it is mostly the fact that I know I am being disobedient in God's word concerning gluttony. As a Christian, although I am nowhere near perfect--(who is?), I have grown in so many areas I used to struggle with. Yet, in this, I have never gotten the victory. I know Jesus died for us not only so we can have eternal life, but also so that we can have victory over all areas of sin. I think in our culture, there are some sins we tend to gloss over as not being that important, but the word says gluttony and sloth are sin. I am not lazy in everything, but I do despise excercise, so I am certainly guilty in that respect.
I just came back from a women's retreat where the theme was "The Amazing Race" where one of the key verses was Hebrews 12:1: "...let us run with perserverance the race marked out for us." He's speaking about not giving up in our spiritual walk with God, but for me I took another meaning as well. If I am to be the best servant I can for Him, the best wife, mom, friend, etc....part of that is getting healthy. Today (so embarassing, but necessary to post) at 5'7" I weigh 195 pounds. I weighed 198 at my highest pregnancy weight. It's just so sad to think of the damage I am doing to my own body & that there's noone to blame but myself. Well, and my mother :) Only kidding. I am determined, even though I have failed soooooooo many times, to give this over to God, knowing I can't do it in my own strength & knowing He can win the victory for me.

These are my goals for this week: To NOT be a glutton, to not eat when I am full, to excersize at least 3 times this week, and to eat my fruits, veggies, dairy & drink plenty of water. Modest goals, I know, but I'm trying to be realistic. Please pray for me & please join me :) Maybe you battle with the same issues, maybe you have another issue you're battling. Set a small goal for yourself & let's encourage one another. I am actually excited & hopeful that this will be the beginning of a major change in my life. Thanks for taking part in this & follow along with me as I go. God bless, Dianna